I'm still here...

i'm not having the thyroid biopsy procedure done till the 18th - that's the earliest they could get me in unfortunately. despite the fact that i have a 1/3 chance of having cancer, i guess it's not that urgent. whatever. i just wanted to get it over with, but i guess that wasn't in the cards. probably better this way, so i won't have a bruise to try to cover at the wedding.